Perhaps

I do not know when it all became so complex,

When it all came to this - 

The picture perfect reality that it was,

I do not know when it all crumbled to pieces,

Like it never even had been in the first place.

The beauty that had been once - in all its grace and splendour 

I do not know how it stood distorted now, right in front of my eyes.

Had it been me, had it been somewhere 

My fault, or someone else's - that

I have no clue of, but perhaps,

This shall all never be the same again -

What had once existed and thrived like it had been supposed to.

Is it all destined to fade away like this some day -

All of it? Or is it just me?

Just me? Standing along witnessing true devastation 

In all its true rage and fury?

I do not know. With no answers in my mind 

I stand alone, so unlike before 

Drowning in the throes of a never felt before pain, just wondering 

Would there be solace some day, yet again,

Perhaps, some day, maybe, I hope.