Perhaps
Perhaps
I do not know when it all became so complex,
When it all came to this -
The picture perfect reality that it was,
I do not know when it all crumbled to pieces,
Like it never even had been in the first place.
The beauty that had been once - in all its grace and splendour
I do not know how it stood distorted now, right in front of my eyes.
Had it been me, had it been somewhere
My fault, or someone else's - that
I have no clue of, but perhaps,
This shall all never be t
he same again -
What had once existed and thrived like it had been supposed to.
Is it all destined to fade away like this some day -
All of it? Or is it just me?
Just me? Standing along witnessing true devastation
In all its true rage and fury?
I do not know. With no answers in my mind
I stand alone, so unlike before
Drowning in the throes of a never felt before pain, just wondering
Would there be solace some day, yet again,
Perhaps, some day, maybe, I hope.