My First Love

I’m just trying to hold it together

Thinking, any blether would destroy the weather

My wings were cut off, all over the place, are my feathers

While it was painful, I’m picking up all my fallen feathers

Trying to stick them back together

I’ve been taking every measure but tripping on a constant pressure

But definitely, it is a hell of an adventure

Now, I have a devoir, for my life, whatsoever

Seems nothing is moving, in this stone-cold weather

Numbness is all over me but hope keeps me together.

But,

The other day I met you on my way,

I choke every word I wanted to say.

I wish I could just ask you to stay,

Your smile is contagious; I want you to stay away.

But the force in my heart always finds away

I realized, talking to you, every day is a Mayday

You just showed happiness in my grey days

Just don’t leave me, like everyone else did, to my dismay

Hold my hands, I promise each day will be saint valentine’s day

Here are no red rose flowers, but a chocolate bouquet.

Sadness stuck to me with a super glue

But you came outta the blue and took me through

I haven’t asked for help but you helped me grew

You showed a clear picture when I had no clue

The moment I met you, ever since I knew

That you are the only one in a billion few

You were in my shoes, that no-one would ever do

We two together would make the world’s best crew

I just want you to say that you love me too

And I swear, everything the life throws, we’ll sail through

Please don’t leave me in the mystery, I couldn’t solve

I’m pretty sure, if that happens the pain would never dissolve

I guess I never wanted to involve

But the glee you gave me helped me evolve

Be you with me and there will be no mess we couldn’t resolve

Sai loses himself to you, in his head, you the one who revolves

He never knew an angel like you ever existed and now he doesn’t care who prowls

He feels trapped no more, ’cause he is convolved in love

He will be waiting forever for her, for him, to take resolve.

Bring down your walls and let on me your light be

Please don’t take my heavy words lightly

Because it is so hard to spill my guts straightly

But you say, me without saying a word you understand me

But that’s an understatement because for this princess my thoughts are so deep and mighty

Let’s have a walk someday by the sea

While me gazing you in front of the sunset, feeling all breezy

When you are around I discover nobody but you and me

Trust me on this, for you, I’ll be on a lifetime spree

Step little closer and tell me that every thing’s gonna be alrighty.