Loved You in Secrecy

It was so obvious

I will never get my perfect fantasy 

But all I wanted someone 

To be the one and always love me 

I was dancing on my feet

Didn't care about defeat

But you were legit

Mr almost and misfit

That was not my favourite song

Didn't know about your ways 

What you like or about your golden days

I was perfectly fine

Before echoes of your footsteps knocked my door

You got into my timeline

Our waves met at the shore

But you didn't love me evermore 

You were not the one I cared for

This was never meant to be

I always wannabe free

Then you walked away 

I saw you everyday

You were someone I have never known

Maybe it's a story you have heard before

I won't lie anymore

I loved you in secrecy

Losing you wasn't easy

Once you were the poison ivy

Now you are my daisy

Everytime I see you 

I die a li'l more

Cant you see what you are looking for?

You belong with me

Can't you see?

I go one step forward 3 steps back

To check is there something I lack 

Or If I am perfect like daylight

Just like a starry night

I have loved you in secrecy 

Cant tell you out of courtesy

Maybe its not how it was before

But now you are someone I adore

Inside out without you 

I feel like a statue

I heard the rumours

Suddenly All the love songs were about you

My heart knows all too well

I cant lie cuz it knows how I fell

When I saw you at the street 

Holding her hand

I know you aren't mine

But I couldn't stand

Cause we are meant to together 

Holding hands forever 

If only you knew how much those lil moments with you mattered to me

When you first met me, I didnt know you will be so important to me,

I like to think I actually mean something to you

Does the sirens of my heart beta do nothing to you,?

We were a lil long to be just friends

Thats not how the story ends

I cant go back reverse

Bring back the lotus in

You are so kind fine

And beautiful within

I wish you never go through 

What I am dealing with

Hope one day you will know

You are my faith