A letter, I might not have written,
The Words, I might not have spoken.
Only if you could have heard me a long time back.
I might have not taken this harsh step.
My face having a smiling curve,
That made my wet eyes go unobserve.
By seeing me shining like a star,
You couldn't notice my deepest scar.
Calling you at night was not for fun,
It was to tell you what was burning in me like a sun.
Crying alone in those sleepless nights,
May be I wanna hear "Dear you can fight".
"Don't cry on stupid things" is what I heard,
No one noticed that there was something absurd.
Wet pillows and wet sheets have embarrassed you,
Didn't you notice it was beacuse I needed you.
Your only dream to see me alive.
Sorry ma and paa I can't fulfill that in this life.
I wish to be ur child in the next birth,
Maybe then I could prove my worth.
Just a request to all out there.
Don't say I was a good person with no worries and fear.