Lonliness

A letter, I might not have written,

The Words, I might not have spoken.

Only if you could have heard me a long time back.

I might have not taken this harsh step.

My face having a smiling curve,

That made my wet eyes go unobserve.

By seeing me shining like a star,

You couldn't notice my deepest scar.

Calling you at night was not for fun,

It was to tell you what was burning in me like a sun.

Crying alone in those sleepless nights,

May be I wanna hear "Dear you can fight".

"Don't cry on stupid things" is what I heard,

No one noticed that there was something absurd.

Wet pillows and wet sheets have embarrassed you,

Didn't you notice it was beacuse I needed you.

Your only dream to see me alive.

Sorry ma and paa I can't fulfill that in this life.

I wish to be ur child in the next birth,

Maybe then I could prove my worth.

Just a request to all out there.

Don't say I was a good person with no worries and fear.