Jealousy dangerous than gun

Never did anything against me,

But I blame you,

The reason is jealousy,

The reason is doubt,

I blame you for all flaws,

Time rolled on,

Blaming you continued,

Alas,

I found that all these are my doubt,

Far behind truth,

I realised that doubt and jealousy,

Dangerous than gun.

But I had done damage to you,

I cannot redeem what you've lost,

I realise my fault,

I realised Love is great and true path,

Doubt takes happiness,

It creates sadness,

It creates useless thoughts,

So now I placed all my weapons down,

Do not think me now like the enemy for my earlier conduct,

I surrender in shame,

I wait to love me unconditionally,

I am fixing my heart,

When you heal what will happen to mine?