I'll Always Do, Whatever I Do.

And sometimes I don't wanna do that

Don't wanna put on a funny clown's hat

To make all smile,

concealing my screams deep inside.

To make all believe,

When there's no light in my own sight.

To calm someone's unrest,

When there's no ear for my own plight.

To take a monkey off someone's back,

When my own heavy heart,

craves a thwack.

To put on a smiling mask

When gathering myself is an abstruse task.

To wish for your wellness

When my own life is alms and nothing less.

To pretend to be strong

When I wanna break down,

In a night so long.

Through the ordeals, still I rise

People call shiny

To my tear locked eyes.

I smile and shine like the happiest man

Spread positivity as much as I can.

Why do I have such superficial sides?

'Cause I've faced almost all the tides.

I know what it feels like too

Can't let you delve into the world I do.

I'll always do whatever I do

Anything anytime, for a person true

'cause I've figured out

What subdues my pain

Is to see them smiling

and confident again.