Lonely Soul

A disturbance somewhere deep inside,

Wondering about the jolty ride.

Life can be really tough on some,

Makes you feel no good's ever gonna come.

How life would've been had I not been alone

Everyone I cared was not long gone

Pen and paper wouldn't be the first choice

To give my feeling and cravings a voice.

How I wish I could ever be with you

Just cry myself out telling what I've been through

Hug you tight to sink it all in

Calm the chaos residing deep within

Only if it weren't the bamboozlement

I wouldn't be here giving my feelings a vent

What it feels like to have tantrum

And having people around to listen to some

What is it like to be valued enough

Mere existence for some could smoothen the rough

To not have grown up faster than the most

To not be a part of the battle long lost.

A disturbance somewhere deep inside

Wondering about the jolty ride

Life can be really tough on some

Makes you feel no good's gonna come