I Am Sorry!!

I am sorry!

I don't know from where to start,

There was a lot in my heart,

I couldn't do what you expected,

Even though we are connected.

I am sorry!

You had to face it all for me,

Still I stand here like a worthless tree.

You asked me to move forward,

But I always felt its a bit awkward.

I am sorry!

I didn't make that small step,

I felt like a fly in a web,

You just kept saying,

And I just kept ignoring.

I am sorry!

You couldn't speak due to my anxiety,

Coz I always feared the society,

I hope you understand my feelings,

And help me in my healing.

I am sorry!

My dear "Myself",

I treated you like a book on a shelf,

You were always present there,

But I didn't read coz I didn't care.