Hope

Every night I end up broken,

My world is just shaken,

Determined not to Trust you,

I endup falling for you...

Broken promises,

Creating spaces,

Am in Void,

Can't avoid....?? 

I can't avoid...

Silent cries,

Shattered me from inside,

I don't recognise myself,

Am all alone,

Why is it so tough?

Have I not had enough?

When will I learn?

Not to emotionally lean,

On anybody,

Why can't I love?

Just me a little more ...

Grass isn't greener always,

On other side,

Words just have no meaning,

With no actions coming...

Life feels harder,

Steps don't go farther,

I hold nothing,

No hope am seeing...

I don't know where am going,

Will life advance?

Giving me another chance,

Or it just goes...

I don't know!!

I should keep moving,

Not knowing outcomes,

I roll it for now,

Be silent and let the life take over!!