I Shut the Door

I felt all my fears,

I let all my tears,

Copped through the worst night mares,

It's the worst,

Than what my heart bares...

I counted all the stars,

I love you to the moon and Mars,

Life was all sunshine,

It's dark,

When I lost what's mine...

I waited years,

Patient till clouds clear,

Change didn't happen,

It's Life

I should have moved on ...

I begged not to hurt,

You stabbed every piece of heart,

Shattered beyond repair,

I often question,

Is it fair?

I shut the door,

I can't feel it more,

Scared to live the life,

I imagined with you...

Paths difficult,

Seeing you I might melt,

Walking away when in love,

Is most difficult,

It hurts as you move...

Knowing all,

It might be best of all,

Am no longer me,

You didn't care,

When I am there,

It's for best 

I decided to SHUT THE DOOR...