Why I can't cry
Why I can't cry
Why I can't cry!
Does it mean I'm cold, but then why do I feel others' pain?
Does it mean I'm rude, but then why do I think before saying?
Does it means I'm vicious,?
But then why do I care for everyone's feelings?
I feel heavy like a stone,
Numb like a dead,
Empty like a dark room,
Alone like an orphan!
I need to cry, cry until I found myself,
Until my tears drown all my pain,
Until the vulnerable thoughts fade away,
Until I achieve salvation and become free.
Then I'll sleep without open eyes and running mind,
Then I'll laugh without a fake mask for the society,
Then I'll live without suffering...
With pride, with hope, with love and with the true self!