Heart And Mind

I fight battles with myself,

Where there is no winning.

It is a war between my heart and my mind

My heart wants me to feel solaced and happy, 

But my mind knows its state.

Every day they fight battles 

Misleading me to be happy when I am not.

I feel lost and confused 

There is no end to this, 

This is a war where there is no winning. 

My mind tires, lulls me to sleep with uneasiness 

My heart beats, million beats of defeat

Every day, this continues

This is a war for peace. 

I hate to fight battles with myself, 

I don't know who is right,

My heart says I am good and happy,

But my brain tells me that I am mad and crazy. 

I am lost and confused,

I find very difficult to sleep, 

No one can help me,

Not even counting sheep.

The day passes quickly when I am surrounded by everyone. 

I count the hours to pass,

At night when I am all by myself. 

Silent skies and stars didn't help me, 

Not even admired the moon,

Every day I hope tomorrow will be better, 

I hope everything gets better soon.

There is momentarily happiness, 

After a long time of being restless, 

When my feelings rest as words 

My mind and heart agree and feel truly happy. 

My soul feels at ease,

And I do not fight the battle

It is when words win over the pain 

At last, settling at peace.