Hard not Easy to Love

If you can hear you can feel 

understand the pain in what I'm saying

smoke to heal or... pop a pill 

Not all men are bad though I'm from hell I'm evil, I'm good people. 

been through life, hell is now where I dwell every evening.... Them dark 

Nights! Pen and pad breathing not crying...

love is lethal love will compel 

and 

have you weak to, who knew

love could 

be as deceiving as it's 

hard not easy but true, I thought love resembled you. 

You are cold-hearted yet I'm demon to

living and not existing as you.

As I continue 

waking up confused moving further reaping the repercussions of being puke.

I swear I put myself above no one, but I know one day I will become someone.

Maybe not a friend nor the nigga you bitches want, 

my thoughts are distorted,

I'm

demon, I'm hard not easy to love.

But what sucks is the irony of love, what is the irony of falling in love?

Is it to find out that someone you loved wasn't that someone you thought you knew all along?

Desperation leads to relations even after years cuddled up In love you can be lead along. Shit will fuck 

your heart up 

make a wanna end yourself and not start over 

these bitches devious 

feed you lies black widow you, fuck you then take your life. 

I died twice at time I feel bitches deserve to get cured or either die. 

It's Hard not Easy to Love at times I feel I want to don't exist. 

here's why

I'm a compassionate demon that had a heart dragged across cement 

fuck understand my existence till then hell I'm living... I'ma build my empire