First Crush

It smells like flowers everywhere. 

I smile like a crazy little girl when I see you

He with his backpack and chatting with his friends right there

But I think he likes Kim

Why not though, She is pretty, smart, and Cunning. 

I am just the average girl who wears sneakers everywhere

I saw him with his dad today, farming.

Kim follows him like a light to a moth

It fumes me from inside out 

I see my baby sister’s cot

He looks at me and smiles with all his heart

Kim sees this and with anger stamps her feet on the floor

I smile back a little shyly 

His dimple and character is the main core 

He winks at me to cause mischief 

My heart skips a beat, I told it to Miley. 

We are best friends mostly hang everyday

He is no more a stranger across the room 

We sit for a long time across the bay.

It was all a dream, it disappeared like a boom

I see Kim kissing him and him kissing her back

I become smaller than a loom

Maybe we are not meant to together say Josh

But he is my hero, I told him so. 

I know he will come back

But today twenty years have passed and I have nothing from him, nada, zero