CLOSE TO THE EDGE
CLOSE TO THE EDGE
They all see me put a smile on my face
They all blame me for been out of place
From where I've been am leaving no trace
Perhaps ion even know what I chase
They try to replay
Everything that they say
They feel just okay
Cause they feel am astray
I've tried hard today
I've tried hard to pray
Suicide comes my way
Who am I anyway?
I feel just so empty I feel just so lost
Am hurt this feeling's have taken alot
Am consumed by fear and also my thought
Am not who they thought but who cares am nought
It seems like am happy just trynna stay strong
Deep down am asking am asking how long?
When this will be over will I even make it?
Will they understand and try to relate with?
Perhaps it's just 1% of me been alive
Still telling myself I'll survive
Cause though I feel there's nothing in life
Perhaps what I wanted will still arrive
I don't think you'll understand
Before I fall try holding my hand