An Integral Part Of Her Life

I may introduce myself 

If the right time arrives

But for the time being, I'm 

"An integral part of her life."

An integral part, as I say

I've been there since she was born.

I've seen her through her ups and downs

Seen her jovial and forlorn.

Her early days; she played around

Or ran about the sprinkler.

Her joy was evident, but more so was

Heinous but blatant sins afar.

Came her kin, from a distant land

Poured her with love and smiled.

But caressed me a greater far

Some screams were there confined.

Tender age, I fathomed not

The reason for such strong a love

Not for her, but for me

Despite being meager all above.

As she grew, I grew up too

To be beautiful as she was.

All eyes on me, wherever she went

Albeit I have none the worth she has.

The more I unraveled the truth of this love

More appalled I became.

And discovered, in greater dismay

Her burning rage and pain.

She was disgraced, by the love

And people's obsession with me.

And in a flash, I recalled how it feels

How hellish it feels to be...

A victim of lust in the name of love

A victim of an eternal sin.

How hellish it feels to be a girl's breasts

Drowned in the lust of strangers and kin.