Alone2 mins 333 2 mins 333
Nostalgia washed over me as I reminisced the dark golden sunset. In a hazy recollection, my heart was heavy, I bleed from the tunes from my walkman in my right palm and pair of cheap generic earphones in my ears set the mood for the fleeting walk down the memory lane. How did I end up as I am?
I always thought silence would lend me a moment of peace
But instead, it happened to clear my blurred spot and yelled at me loud
Lately, I've started feeling like am drowning
But they say it okay, sometimes you feel lonely
I start only to feel the darkness
But they say the darkness will soon fade away
I start to forget all the good feelings
But they say everyone has their bad days
Then I realized they weren't really helping
They only liked me when I was happy
When I felt empty,
I was draining their energy...
Suddenly through an invisible black hole,
Memories of you flashed through my head...
The day you were gone was the worst day my life had ever shown
After your departure, loneliness encircled my life
I started wandering lonely as a cloud
Slowly, loneliness became my best friend
Numb went my feelings
I just wished I would die
See, I felt this daily
So lost I didn't know what to feel
When in fact I did feel the pain
But still couldn't believe it was real...
And in all my sad days,
Your presence felt like air
I couldn't hold on but linger around
Like an illusion, you stood truly lifeless
You were near, still, you were not...
Now I light a candle
Watch it as it dances its own shadow
To the rhythm of the breeze
It reminds me of the nights we used to dance...
A part of me for them is happily displayed
But a part within self is deeply broken
I still wonder if they notice me
And if they'll be able to mend the broken pieces
Because I feel myself slowly fading away
That's how I ended up as I am
And since all pages of my old book hold my memories of yesterday
To every person who comes my way
Beneath all words,... I spell your name.