Loved Pain!

If it's about love it has to be beautiful,

But If its really about love, then even painful is beautiful.

The last time when we met,

Surrounded by millions yet I felt so alone,

A touch here, a gesture there,

All the sun rays colored as blue,

Gathered around us, 

Left with me as you left,

Oh ! how I longed for that day to stay,

But the bleeding goodbye somehow I say.

You left, your memories didn't

And all the summer that I spent without you,

I don't feel the sun rays, just deadness and hollowness.

I grieved, Hiding the tears behind rains in the next season.

I preyed, for your wellness 

Burdened with the loads of memories,

I wished for you to come back.

And no material things, But just your impressions on my body,

Kept me heated even in winters,

The sourness of my lips, so dry and bleeding,

Wanted to swallow your breath,

Just got poison in return.

You took a thread of my body, 

That keeps stretching as far and far you go,

Someday the entire thread will unwound,

Collapsing me to death.

But the sweet sting of your love 

Kept me alive through the year,

Even in pain I was happy, Cause I know the pain is yours, a proof of your existence,

Even though we can never meet again,

And I am nothing but a model of flesh and blood,

You keep me alive.

You keep me compose,

You keep me as YOURS.

Cause you are not here, but I have the most lovely warmth that I need,

I have your Memories.