Tears of a Handsome Guy

Often in the midst she would ask me for a while

Is she the only one or there’s someone else with a smile

That melts my heart, makes it skip a beat, stop and drop dead

Just the way it was for her a day before like I said

I painfully seek those answers alone for alone do I seek

The answers to my machismo, atrocious manliness indeed

Which is drawn to every glittery star in the sky vast

Like a child shown lollipop or sugar after a fast

Is it guilt for talking talks making merry and wink?

For every She I come across makes my mind sink

Into an abyss deep with lust and chase known to mankind

The destroyer of Troy and many more, many more kingdoms alike

Yet I worry for Her care enough to make one lose sleep

Sleep that else haunts me, of my secrets I rather keep

I still struggle sometimes to give hope that’s cheap

Hoping I soon have some benefits to reap

Let the She’s not be hurt by things I rather say

For hurtful are those who can’t walk my way

As they judge me for my tacky frills known worldwide

Casting doubts and their benefits to their majestic sides.