My Heavenly Love
My Heavenly Love


She is the doyen of my life, a lily
I wait for the sun to rise, to awake
To hear her laughter and to see her
Her naughty eyes full of love for me
She brings reason for me to live the day
So that I meet her before sleeping again
I am in a stupor with her razor-sharp gaze
Nothing escapes her eyes and she catches all
Her unbelievable memory and instant recall
Many a time, I am wonderstruck with her
Taking me back by many years in memory lane
There she plants her presence and become a part
At times scary too as it certainly sounds so real
And those touching moments when she is so caring
Excessively protective and possessive in owning me
I then clearly see the rebirth of a lost vision of past
The mystery unfolds when she recalls her presence
In the long lost past of travels and overseas events
Each day she is giving me an opportunity to undo the undone
In her and with her I am
getting those intimate shivers
She makes me feel a complete man again to relive life
She has become my master of destiny to reach my end
Yesterday I shivered and shuddered when she saw me
In whites holding her hand guiding her to the long vast expanse
Of deep blue ocean, full of roaring grey waves looking furious
Today I understood my relations with her is of deepest love
She was my darling and the purpose to breathe and live for her
She is my eternity and through her care and embraces
Attain my end, my salvation, my reunion with my creator
She was implanted and created for me to finish the half-done
Fulfill many unkempt promises and desires to spoil her fully
All around me find me a changed man full of contradictions
It is all because of her and her being controlling me myself
Today I myself have understood who she is and what she is
She is my reborn child, my grandchild, the fairy little angel.