Most Wonderful Woman

She is a child of destiny

She was created by accident

She never was meant to be on earth

She in fact was a case mistaken identity

For her to meet me was so full of meticulous planning

Each step was to first undo my life and my attainments

For this my mindset, value system, my inner built up

Went through complete detachment from my present

I started getting inner calls to follow a new unknown path

It defied all logic when I gave up my city of professional work

I also parted with a dream job and unbelievable monetary security

There was no next station planned out but a hunch to move on and on

Leave everything behind and not even salvaging whatever I easily could

And be hove I finally was back to vacuum and blank directionless to home

The nagging voice within was incessantly getting shriller to move further on

And then the unbelievable happened when I accepted a situation of contrast

It was not to be the end but start of an illogical decision

The climax came when I was sucked into leaving the city of stay of many decades

At that point, bewilderment had fully set in and no explanation was in the horizon

Total hopelessness had set in

No that was not to be destiny as unfolded by the moving hand behind actions

As one afternoon a timid knock rattled me out my slumber in a new place of work

Slowly but deliberately an innocuous figure walked in staggering and swaying

Slowly out of the shadow to my surprise it was a frail grossly average female

Standing totally unsure and with withered face, wrinkles aging beyond years

Dressed in completely out of time faded dress seems loosely hanging on bones

I finally recovered and offered a seat which was with utmost nervousness taken

But within I was totally numbed as if lightning had struck me by her deep eyes

I immediately realized that my destiny and reason for recent actions had walked in

The realization made me completely calm and composed giving me my role back

I was back to my efficient best and after inquiring the present and recent past

Started on the task of rebuilding lost confidence, redeeming desires and dreams

A lot was done in the following months to her and forlorn family left untended by all

In return, I myself started getting succor to loneliness and withdrawal symptoms

She slowly but surely took the pivotal role of my reason to live and gave strength

Now started the long lost desire for a relationship buried deep in my bitterness

She slowly started emerging from her forced solitude and suppressed desires

She surely got back her beautiful dove eyes her jest for dance and music

She slowly became herself and her slender frame started giving her enigma

Once again her helpless look gave way to appreciative glances and proposals

But she was growing into imposing with her poised self in the surroundings

And each day I got deeper in the realm of emotions and sucked into loving more

The challenge now is to phantom the depth to which the selfless love can go to

The happiness flows not from receiving but from giving what may be needed

In return, I am bestowed with unending trust, faith and being a pillar of strength

And so this wonderful woman in my life is driving me to a greater depth of loving 

This relationship has no end as it never was started by us but was the will of God

We both are patiently waiting for the destined goal set by God to unfold itself.