HE DID IT FOR ME

They were just shadows

I could see them talk to me but couldn't impute their words 

My heart knew their intentions but my mind couldn't grok it 

Why? 

Their hidden pain was visible

Their tears were well concealed

The tone of their voices spoke volumes

Their silence always whispered to my ears

Their eyes expressed lots of sympathy

I know it's a love expression but my mind was too weak to accept it on a positive note 

There went self pity, uncontrollable tears, weak mind, worries, did i mention the hope disguised in black and white?

What about being in a tunnel with invisible light? 

The never ending questions which I couldn't even think of🤦

An heart anchore at the bottom of the sea

Begging for a breakthrough but see none

Lost persistence, a messed up mind and shuttered hope 

Was learning to accept a new normal 

but...

It was not until I saw my feet on the floor

.....pure Bliss...

Honestly, tears can be prayers too

If this was God's love for the Israelites, Daniel and the three men cast in fire, then I must be their sibling...

Currently standing on a mountain peak but can't topple

I know you can't see it even with a microscope but there's a hand holding me from my core

From the deepest part of me, the hand and heart do wonders 

Those you'll never fathom but I'll narrate til you have no option but to believe 😊

~sandra