Addiction

Addiction

It isn't constant!

Once it was drug

Then she

Today the solitude,

I enjoy drenched in darkness

A vacuum in my chest

A notebook,

That holds my untold words

The noons and nights

Are shut

Behind the curtains!

That screens me from

The world of chaos

Far away

From the world 

I have cuddled myself into.

The pillows

That slept between us

Those silly fights,

That smiled under

At the immense love,

Now soaked in grief

That chokes my throat.

The wedding rings

A destiny forever,

Her name etched on mine

Smirks at that "forever"!

The unfading memory

Of the eerie night

Those bloody hands

That cursed knife

That took my baby out,

Was helpless

To save the life

Escaping out of her 

The love of my life

Dissolving into the cosmos!

Thousand and one dreams

Of she and me

Shattered into

Poems and me

With her eyes

Smiling in my arms.