A Difficult Choice
A Difficult Choice


The sky feels so dreamy at night
When fireflies light up the sky,
A little bit of breeze brushes me by,
A whole new feeling is awake tonight,
No words have been spoken for a while now,
Yet a lot of thoughts have run by my mind,
I look into your eyes to ask
Those questions I have in my mind,
Yet my lips be afraid to spell them out tonight,
Silence has always been a part of me
Even when I have a lot to say,
How should I express my love for you?
It's still a struggle to spell it out,
In midst of my chaos
You were always there by
my side,
Tell me how will I bear the pain
If you had to leave and say goodbye?
These thoughts keep running in my mind,
But I don't want to lose a moment with you either,
I wish to spend more time I have with you
Than live in fear of what your response would be,
Cherish those moments where I see you smile,
Keep those memories of you with me in this dreamy night,
I chose my silence to have you near me,
But my heart still asks me
When would be the time
To express what really is?
And what would I be able to do
To handle the emotions that may come by?