A Black Out Experience

The dark spots danced in my vision 

I still took a few steps 

Didn't want the people to

Witness my helplessness 

One blink and everything stopped

It was all dark 

Cold as artic 

But I would lie 

If I say it wasn't peaceful 

Does death feel the same ?

One more reason 

To adore the grim reaper then !

Slowly opened my eyes

Felt a few hands holding me 

Again blanked out while standing 

Next I remember 

I was in the bathroom 

Retching my guts out 

I got the aftercare 

But what about the souls 

Who lost themselves in alcohol