Do I Deserve a better good bye

"Can you guess what it could be?...What I want to do when you are in front of me..." He questioned to her smilingy....where behind her is a vast sea and behind him is a shack.

She exclaimed..."Hey you don't go ahead of it!"

He interrupted, "I know it sounds stupid...but please let me complete...I just wanna walk in moonlight with you because we both like diffused lights...Just wanna keep talking to you...This is something out of the world feeling.I can imagine your look damn mesmerizing." and he continued..."I am not afraid to let you know that what matters to me...Dear,I just want to hug you for hours and of course I can talk to you in between. I feel so alive with you.I've never met anyone else like you,and I don't just say that because its cliche...I say it because it's the truth.I've never met anyone that make me laugh as much,I've never met anyone who makes me as happy,I've never met anyone to whom I can talk so freely...and really I've never met anyone whose mere presence can actually change my mood the way you can.I really like you and I'll always like you, your way only and not my way...Anyways...sometimes you made me damn happy...its not just your tender gestures also your lovable ways...Thanks whatever you did...it means a lot to me...What it is difficult to say."

Recalling this conversation which was done in half sleep and todays conversation which happened wide awake brought tears to her eyes and flood of thoughts....

What did I do?

Tell me one wrong thing I did?

How am I supposed to react?

What are your expectations?

At some point you asked me to trust you and respect your feelings and when I did so...This is how you labelled me.

...Fine...I will not fight,scream or cry.I am sorry that I disappointed you.Mark my words you will regret this day.You will regret every bit of it.Don't feel sorry when you realise what you have done today...

but ,remember

......I deserve a better good bye.