I'm Back

I begin my journey at 21 worked like whole and invested like a slave, I spent everything i had to live a life i admired. The journey began tragedy, started loosing the people who were once very close to me, got betrayed and left broken. No one to know how it felt. Being nobody, miserable and annoyed to know that i am good for nothing. The people who use to admire me are now hating the fact they know me.

Is it that bad not to know your own self after coming so far. I wondered how i could improve myself and be better version of me but i ended up staying the same thing looking at the sky and admiring how calm is this environment even after going through a lot. Yet incomplete

Words were always my friends until i lost faith in writing and yet couldn't stop myself from writing. I betrayed my words and here I'm back reuniting with all the words and sentences i know.

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Hey Everyone, Its been too long now that i haven't continued "I'm Back"

I wanted to tell you how it all started and what held me back. The storm which was inside me waiting to come out and yet didn't let out from my hands. I want to write about her, the stormy eyes and dazzling smile, she used to Wisper silently in my ears about small-small things and how her breath use to touch my soul. her slight presence use to bring a stormy atmosphere inside me. The feeling of getting blessed by someone's existence.

when?, where?, How?, I don't have answers for any of the questions except that i experienced every bit of it and the depth of the emotions cant be measurable. I still remember the day my eyes got to feel her presence.


The most easy way to describe her, a wind who turned in to cyclone and it destroyed every bit of my happiness or i should say the pinch of me which used to believe that love was beautiful emotion or the depth of this emotion can satisfy you with in depth but it was all a lie love is betray and the only thing what love can teach you is a strong negative emotion a word which can help you to get rid of the fake expectation "Hate" this world is full of negativity which has consumed the lively self of mine. she has made me feel how emotions can be killed so beautifully. "Hate" Strong word with a big meaning and i never used this word for anyone now I hate myself.

Hey Beauty thank you for showing such a passionate emotions and for making me understand how your peace was burden by appearance.


will be continued....