I forgot how envy I can get!
I forgot how envy I can get!
Hands that held mine,
Eyes that gazed me,
Love that was mine,
Now all belong to her!
When I think about you and her,
My heart starts brimming with poison,
My stomach starts tearing apart insides,
As it falls downward fast!
I forgot how envy I can get,
After years of not feeling much of anything,
And I hate how it feels,
Because I know it’s not ok;
Your past is a part of you,
And I think you’re perfect the way you are!
But when I think of how you hurt me?
Cheated me?
When I loved you unconditionally!
How you hit me with your words,
And blamed me for everything,
When I was no more important in your life!
How you left me?
Alone and broken,
When I needed you more !