Confusion

I want to say so much to you, but I have nothing to say.

I want to scream my emotions out to you, but my mind goes blank when I look at you.

I want to know why you broke my heart, but I want to apologise for everything.

I want all our conversations and pictures back in my phone, but I don't want them anywhere near me.

I want to smile again, but I want to stay away from you.

I want to move on and leave you behind, but I want to keep holding on to you.

I want to feel the warmth and love of your arms, but I don't want to be near you.

I want to hate you, but I still love you.