Exhaustion

Exhaustion is the year before this, sitting at the same table day in and day out but not really being present.

Exhaustion is the feeling of having a mind full of thoughts but no pen and paper for them to escape.

Exhaustion is when my anxiety comes and decides to stay for a while.

It sits me down and tells me what I'm doing wrong when my body screams silently that I'm doing my best.

Exhaustion is after a full day of knowing I didn't move any closer to my 'dream' and hitting the pillow with my mind stuck on yesterday.

Exhaustion is not after a day of hard work and accomplishment, that's satisfaction.