You'll Never Understand My Lov

Its been too many days from now, my heart is aching for you.. My heart starts beating so fast when you turn to me. But now, I feel like my beats are still... They aren't beating at all.....

You thought my love for you is like everyone else who falls for you, this time you are wrong, it is quite different, even, I too can't explain my feelings.....

When you ignore me it feels like there is drought inside me and my mind is flooded with your thoughts....... The time we'd spent together was all like the blossoms of cherry tree, the happiest moments of my life.

When I see you, a big curve arise on my silly face.... The time you start interacting, all the heavens start surrounding me... But now, everything has changed and I came to a halt with the thoughts which can never be decided...... I pretend like I don't care but I too know that I care the most.....

At this moment I have no other option except to smile.

That's why I am smiling. .... And smiling.... And smiling.......

As, everyone usually says that God gifts us those we need, not those we want........ Same in our case ... I want you whole heartedly but....... Leave saying this may wound my heart, even thinking about it, may cause flood of blood in my mind......

Now, I started loving sky.... Which once was totally unknown for me, when I see upward in the sky, it reminds me of you as you are so much related to this sky ........... Everytime since childhood whenever I used to make my moments in my thoughts they everytime remain incomplete ..... Same happens now tooo..... I still have hope .... And as usual I am still

Smiling... And.... Smiling..... And smiling.......