Wakeless Mystery Of A Girl

Everything was absolutely fine in my life, She was my best friend who used to call me her family because she didn't have one.

Her mother died while giving birth to her and her father left her alone with a stupid reason that he can't care of a girl child who doesn't have a mother.

He never even bothered about thinking that she was his child.

Her father married someone else and started living happily with his second wife and his new kids.

She used to share every single point of her life with me and I actually loved it.

Then between all this enters another girl, Not someone else but my girlfriend.

I love her too much but as a family, it was my responsibility to take care of my best friend.

My bestie always used to be depressed because of her family issue.

Her Maternal grandparents scolded her every single day and forced her to marry and go away from them as if she was a burden now.

She left her hometown and started living in the capital city, Delhi,

And yes, I was always with her until the day entered this girlfriend, my girlfriend got jealous of all this care I give to my bestie. She asked me to block her because she was feeling insecure.

And guess what, I said NO! She is just my friend actually the best.

My girlfriend blocked her and deleted her phone number from my phone so that I can never contact her and I didn't say anything which I realized later.

My girlfriend and best friend had a fight on text because of me and as I mentioned, I love her too much, I didn't say anything,

Later on, she got bored of me after 2 months and decided to break up as if it was just an attraction for her.

I cried day and night but of no use, She had left me.

I tried contacting my bestie through Instagram but this time my follow request wasn't accepted, I even messaged her but no response, I thought she's too angry from me and that's why she is doing all this, I contacted her brother. He sent me a link of TOI, I clicked on it and there it was written -A 19 year old girl committed suicide in Rohini Sector 3 area.

Yes, she committed suicide after some days of me leaving her because of a mean girl.

Fuck, I'm the worst friend ever!!

I'm blaming myself for all this just because she committed it after I left her in an extreme situation.

She committed it after a week and I came to know about it a little too late.

I realized the worth of friendship, I was stupid, Blame me but seriously I am pissed off by all this.

Never take girlfriend over a best friend.

R.I.P

Some words for her:

She is a cozy morn

To a frosty night,

A glistening snowflake

Shimmering in the moonlight

She's the shiver

Of the bitter cold

A dark wakeless mystery

People wish to unfold.

Gracias por leer (spanish)

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