Unsuccessful Suicide

The date 14th December 2019 still haunts me. She got up early, and after a continuous 5 days non sleep nights, she was quite upset. Unaware of the tasks which she performed, and the consequences it lead she went on without a pause! It had become a habit of her family members to bear all those painful stuff. She was none other than my mom. And the family was none other than my family.

Frustrated by the continuous work and labour she was forced to commit suicide. Though she loved her children more than any one else, yet her mental state murdered her attachment towards her children. Gathering a lot of courage, though underlying was a fear, she went towards the railway track without informing any one of her family members. Her children kept on asking her where she was going, yet she didn't utter a word. She kept her head on the railway track, from one side was approaching a local train. Fortunately, one of the passengers saw her and rushed towards the driver to stop the train. The train stopped! It was an uncommitted suicide!

The event might not seem so dangerous, but, I still remember her shivering body when she was rescued from the track. The day and the event which occurred then couldn't be forgotten by me.

It's the mother who is the first love of every child. Same is mine, but, her love and affection was brutally stabbed by her tensions.

Life is a lesson. Every act in life is an experience. Mine life is a beautiful journey leading towards a painful destination! An example was "14th December, 2019".