The silence

It may seem like any other day . I was there in the room with her . She was lying there on the bed . And I was sitting beside her . We both were silent . But today I was more silent for I could not bear her death . She was more like a corpse for she could not bear her life . Her eyes were gazing at me , asking ," Won't there be anyone to talk to me ? Even if I don't respond , but please talk to me. At least for now . Please say Peu . You have been here in this room almost confined with me . But hardly there have been a time when we have talked . Rather we have shared our silence more. Please speak up Peu . Speak to me. I know you are introvert child for you have inherited my introvert nature . But still then when you become silent I hardly have courage to face myself for I curse my nature to be your being. Whatever , you have to speak up now for I won't be there any more to bear your silence , bear mine too. Silence is not always the solution , my child . You have to speak up your mind , what you think , what you want , because I won't be there any more to give you peace , give you solace , when you would need them most . Do you remember whenever you feel like realising your anger , your agony , your annoyance , you simply cling to me and burse in to tears . I would embrace you and try to protect you from all odds . Even if you fail to say your mind at any place , I was there like cushion for you , where you released your sorrow. But I won't be there anymore . Where will you seek solace . You will face agony , annoyance afterwards , as I had suffered . And like me you would ever fail to speak up . Now you see how I suffered from depression my child . I never spoke my agony , for I had hardly any listeners . Even you were also dumb and deaf to me at times. So now I don't want you to suffer my fate . You won't live my cursed line . Whatever be the situation don't remain dumb at any time . Just speak. "