Still I live in fantasy

Watching a fantasy movie, eyes witnesses colours of delight. I wonder, when my hands will get blessed with super power and I will also play with colours. It's pity, I am human and not a supernatural entity. I do think, if it's better to be ghost or goblin or gumiho. Or maybe I will meet them in future. But such things will only remain decorated in those heavy books. It hurts when you understand that you are neither Cindrella nor Elsa. There is no prince in search of you and you don't have any super powers. 

While watching MCU it becomes a wish to become like them. Wish to have a life of Iron man or Spiderman or any other super hero. Upart from western and eastern fantasies India has treasure of mythical creatures. No wonder, I fell in them too. I wonder if lord Hanuman is still alive and wish to meet him. To dance with Shri Krishna on the land of Vrindavana. To experience the power of Astra.

I know it won't happen. It will only remain in my dreams. These will remain my wish forever. No Bhootnath or Ganesha will become my buddy like in movies. They gave me false hope in childhood. And I still cherish it. I can only imagine what wonderland is. Alas! I am not Alice. 

I know I am mad that I still think of vampire when I see bat. I long for him to come. I still live in those books, movies and stories where miracles are often. I don't know about reality, it's better there. I can fly, love and act carelessly. No one judge's me and I know magic. I am friends with doom and I am not afraid of apocalypse. In my dreamland I am alive. There its more lively. Maybe I am weak to face this reality. Yes, I am. But is there anything wrong to live in such world? I don't know....