Peacefully Chaotic

Dear Diary,

I missed speaking to you. It's been quite a roller coaster ride for me after my 102-year-old granny passed away last week.

She was my baby. Giving her a bath, changing her diapers, combing her hair, dressing her up was a part of my daily routine and I never thought in my wildest dreams that I would miss her childishness so much.

Anyway, so today I did everything I could to keep myself supremely active. I cooked a 3-course meal, cleaned the shelves, swept and mopped the whole house and played some sloka which will help her pass on. So, you see... though I felt peaceful the activities made the day quite chaotic. End of the day, I'm truly grateful for the opportunity I got to serve my granny.