My Last Wish

This is my personal story and still I'm not share this with anyone. But today i want to share this with you it will make me feel little bit stress free.

  When I was in 3rd year of my mechanical engineering degree, My father was going to my village and that time lots of heavy rain is starting and he was getting wet in rain. He caught in flue, headache, We took him to doctor. Doctor gave him some medicine. My father felt better by that medicine. I got relaxed, but after some days some ache is happening in his chest. We admitted my father in one of good hospital. Dr suggest we will do some test of your father after that I give exact result what will happen to him. Test declare he has pneuomonia we told dr.to do treatment on that, I met my father that day, he told me son I feel uncomfortable here. I felt something is happen to me, please take me out of here. But I convinced him to stay there and told them that doctor will discharge you in few days. I want to hug him on that day, but I couldn't because some saline were injected to him.

 While leaving that room I was look to my father he also looked at me in a very kind way, I feel emotional that time. My heart also felt something will not happen right, but I ignored it. I wish to hug my father that day. I was all day in the hospital, At night dr. called me and said come to my room its urgent. I went to doctor's room, He said your father is not responding to our treatment, he's heartbeat is getting low you shift him to another hospital we wouldn't treat him here.

But I told Dr, at morning's he's well he spoke to me, now what happen to him in that short period.

  But doctor didn't give satisfactory answer to me. Immediately I called an ambulance, and shifted him to another hospital, while in ambulance heartbeat of my father goes down. He started feeling uncomfortable I called a doctor who's with us in ambulance, He checked my father nerves its slow down and after some time he closed his eyes. Hearbeat line on ventilator machine goes straight, Dr said im sorry your father is no more.Im numb ;i feel numb,i dnt know what to do,i started crying in van doctors gave emotional support to me but it doesn't matter me now.I called my mom with teary eyes,after hearing this news she fall on floor..

 That is the last time i saw my father,i wish i could hug him on that day..still now im blame for myself why,why? why i dont hug my father that day.that was my last wish to hug my father and i know this Will not complete now upto my last breath..