My Blind Trust

I have always been very sensitive when it comes to making friends. I feel I am a fool who do everything which friends do but in return I only get heartbreak. Yes, this story is dedicated to me. How I changed myself and now don't need any company around me. Let's start

When I was in high school I got a friend whom I trusted blindly. I shared everything with her. Every secret and much more. We start being very close. But one incident thought me a good lesson. It was one beautiful Monday morning we were all set to give our exam. And luckily the paper was easy and I scored good marks. But my dearest friend didn't score well so she blamed me for that. She said I was the one who disturbed her by sharing unusual and useless things which keep a person's mind busy and other people take advantage of it. Like we can say mind game. I didn't say anything I kept quiet and just let out tears from my eyes. It was not my weakness but my sensitivity that the person I trusted the most blamed me with a useless and pointless things I kept quiet. That day I got a lesson but... 

Still, I consider myself a fool to trust someone again when I was in my college I got a friend with whom I use to share my beautiful memories. She used to share about her school beautiful memories but I don't know why suddenly she started ignoring me I used to call, text and message her but she didn't reply she started spending time with a new friend. I didn't bother that my question was if she was not happy and felt bored by being my friend she should have said but she didn't. Here I didn't cry this was my second lesson. 

I made myself so strong that now if these two or others come back to me. I can't act the same as I used to when they were my closest. 

Recently also same case my blind trust in someone special made me realize that no one is gonna be a true friend for u in life, it's only you who can be your best companion. This happened to me and will continue to happen but I made myself strong that now nothing can affect me. .. 

If you are also going through this, my friend. Then always remember no one will help you in your darkness u have to come out of your darkness alone, people will only clap for you when you win, and slap you when you fail. 

So why trust those double-faced people? When you can enjoy being yourself... Thank you