Moments of life

You are waking up from anaesthesia after your surgery to meet your life after you drown yourself into water in order to save your little brother.  Doctors are trying to save you from death but your body is too damaged to survive your friends' family and your special connection. They were standing by your side and crying because you and everyone knows that you aren't gonna make it. All of them said the last goodbye to you and left but that one person didn't want to leave you.She kept  saying. At least for me you have to live after fighting with all those of your Demons. I claim you as  mine you can't run away like this. I am not allowing you to go. She is holding your hands. She looked at you with those lost puppy eyes. It's up to you now to end your pain by dying or to fight another demon, the battle of surviving, even if you want to leave but your body is giving up. She keeps saying how much you mean to her. She starts crying  from those mysterious eyes once you fall in love with . The time was running and you had to make a choice. You choose to die. With all the power left in your body you reach to her and kiss her on lips saying the hardest goodbye to her with tears in your eyes and smile on your face you have come to an end it's time. You said "I love you" for one  last time. Your heart beats stopped forever. Then  machines started to beep in a straight line confirming  your soul left your body. The last thing you saw was the face of your love holding your hands, crying over your death. 

 I remember the day of our end.

The day we went from us to me.

Our sky wasn't painted 

with any poetic colors .

The sky was calm yellowish white 

As if those clouds were begging to stick?

To me to stick around 

with you for a few more minutes. 

We went through 

the night of our dream. 

Taking,laughing, running 

Whispering between the woods and a calm sky.

We weren't aware about the call of your escape. 

From this world to another. 

Was waiting at our door.

                             I still remember 

       The beat of your rhythmic heart

       Beating next to my ear.

        Our bodies intertwined

         beneath the sheets. 

         Holding each others torso 

The feeling of you warm palm

Pressing my cheeks. 

Kissing the right corner of my left eyesight. 

Your woody  mint scent was blending with my lavender one.

Then with a knock at our door

You went out, to leave me forever .

Those dramatic tides of river

Helped you a lot get lost. 

Now. When you are gone

Shades of black is all I see

In a rainbow of my happiness..

Don't worry they look stunning to me.

Like every year, yesterday 

I went to the river side.

To throw a paper filled with one note

Asking WHY YOU DID? WHAT YOU DID?

You replied 

You had to you before me.