Miles To Walk

Miles To Walk

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We all have some kind of fear in us.


Some have fear of money,

Some have fear of status,

Some have fear of being hilarious,

Some have fear of being alone,

Some have fear of being too happy.

Some have fear of losing some one

And many more.


But I have, had, and maybe will always have, fear....fear of being lost.

Although we have stepped into a free-thinking society, yet there are some exceptions also.

I dont have anything to lose now, what I had, all went away from me.


I don't have my room, I don't have my wishes, I dont have my own dreams, I dont have my own desires.

Even I dont have any friends now. Even I dont have my father too.


Since the age of 16, I started to lose everything and all. I was left with was ME. Just ME.

Being alone, I spend 7 years of my life.

At this point, my mother too left me, with my stepfather.

Who says only stepmothers act unequally did you ever looked at someone's stepfather.


The way they treat you.

The way they make you feel you are a burden.

The way they make you realize that getting married to my widow mother was some kind of favour on you.

The way they torture you.

The way they make you beg for everything.

It's so painful and it's not acceptable to me now.

I have been dying for last 7 years in myself.


I have no rights on my life too, you can't believe how deadful it feels to breathe in that 4 squared walls, where you cant see a glimpse outside the wall.

No wonder how amazing things are about to turn, you have stayed in that wall, either you wish or you not.


At this point in life I feel someday my stepfather will snatch me also from myself.


I'm just dead now, you cant grow me up now. So dont water me with your love and care.

I'll start to grow some sort of wishes and desires in me

But, after a couple of months when my father will.get to know about this, he will again burn the garden which you had blossomed.

We are way different from each other, our roads are different.


You have someone who is ready to give their hearts for your happiness.

But here if a small sign of smile is seen on my face my father just destroys it.

You cant understand the pain I have and please dont try to cure it also.

I dont want to risk your life along with me.


Just like our names our path are different.

Neha Hussain and Raghav Rajput are soo different.


You are my sweet friend and you will always be but you can't afford my loneliness and my slavery.

I'm just like a slave to my father. And if this point aroused in public that a boy is slave of his father and is a coward then I'll be again in trouble you bettr enjoy your life with you parents and media studies.

Forget you just met me.

Forget we were friends since a year.


Really, like literally you want to be a slave for the whole life..

Until and unless you wont fight how can you say you have to stay same and our paths are different.

Yes I agree Hussain and Rajput are different but the feeling to be free is still same .


And who says we are different, different sir names doesn't define some one friendship or love and care.

Its we who define and divide it with names


And also it's not correct to shape that only women are being tortured, if you as a boy is feeling that, then you have to raise your voice.

You have to stand for yourself, fight for yourself.

Also when you are having a media journalist then why do you worry I'll tell your story to world. And I know people across world will help you to stay strong. We will.fight for you with you.

But only if you are ready to fight with us Raghav.


No one can alone do wonder at some stage at some time you will require a helping hand.

And I'm.ready to be that hand. All you need to do is to hold me and fight for you and your life.


All these words are good to tell but hard to accept.

This society won't accept me.

They will talk about me.

I'll be a meme for them.

I'll be treated as a gift joker to male society.

My male society will be ashamed of me.


Just, just coz of these words you Male's let yourself to be domesticated.. why, why can't we change the perspective of this society, we have a lot to change, we are the future, if you wish, we can change this ritual. Raghav


You can say this because you are free from the pressure, your parents are diamond, they love you, cares for you and most importantly they aren't your step parents. Neha.


Have you ever met my parents?

Have you talked to them?

Have you ever saw them.?


No, but I have always listened about them with you, the cheer on your face when they call.

The cheese on your face when they share and you share something with them.

The love and connection you feel with them.

Tell everything. I had this feeling, cherish, and love with my mother only since her death I lost everything. Even myself too.


You know Raghav, my parents aren't my real parents.

They too are my step ones.


I lost my parents in a fire accident since them my neighbour's now my parents adopted me and took care of me.

And for the best point my name was Neha Sharma and now its Neha S Hussain


The first day you asked me the meaning of "S " in my name then its "Sharma ".


I had never wondered step parents can also be soo loving that you can even forget you, self parents.

The love care respect I got from them and the point to be fearless is by their words only.

Step or real parent, this doesn't matter, what matter is the right or wrong behaviour towards you.


My Abba always says, no wonder you are a girl or a boy if someone is doing with you stand and fight the one sitting beyond the layers will help you.


That's why I'm saying, fight and stand for yourself rest leave on Allah.

Here this is my card in case you change your mind, I'll be leaving for home today evening.

Wish you will call me before I leave for your help.

It will be the kindest act for me this year.

We have to walk so long better fasten your belt and break rules against males are strong type rituals.




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