Love Of My Life

• It was my first day of my new school, I was very excited to meet new people and make new freinds but i was upset also that i had to leave my previous school. I entered into my class and everyone was noticing me. I came and sat down on my bench. I was little tensed whether i will be able to settle with them. Then i was looking here and there  and my eyes went on a pretty girl  she was very beautiful. I just could not take my eyes off her, somehow the day ended and it was quite a good day.

Then at the same night I couldnt sleep. I didn't know what was happening with me... everytime I closed my eyes her face came in front of me. Then the next day I got to know her name was Arushi. I just didn't know what was going on, I couldnt concentrate on anything. I just kept thinking about her and smile while looking her. I told all this things to my best friend Tannu; then she said that you are in love.

The days passed on and we got introduced to each her after two months by my best friend Tannu . I was feeling good after talking to her. Then we got connected through social networking site then we started chatting with each other till late at night. 

One day in school the teacher was absent so it was a free period so we decided to play truth and dare, my turn came and I selected a truth so I was asked who is your crush in school? I replied by saying that I have a crush on Arushi. Everyone was making fun of me. I just ignored that thing, so I continued to chat with Arushi  and day by day I was getting closer to Arushi. Then in the school everyone started teasing me and making links of me and Arushi . Then one day our class went on the trip, then Tannu told me go and tell all your feelings to Arushi. I went to her but she was surrounded by her friends. so I couldnt propose her, because I was worried what will be her reaction and I didn't want to loose her friendship. So the days passed on and I would just keep looking at her, whenever she smiled  I would just fall in love everytime with her. So the day came when we had a farewell it was the day everyone was crying, I had the best memories with everyone and I didnt want to leave them.

I and Arushi didnt chat for several months. Then one day I recieved her message and we started chatting for long hours, we used to share each and everything what was going on in our life. I became very close to her and told all my things to Tannu. She asked me isnt it tough to love someone like that in which you do not get love in return? Then I told her that it is the most beautiful feeling in the world. Then she said that I was madly in love. Maybe she is right that I was crazy for her.

Then one day Arushi told me that a boy had proposed to her whom she had a crush on and she had accepted his proposal. She was happy and I was also happy for her that she got her love but at the same time I was worried about her that will she be able to get love from him than how much i do? Then we didnt chat for few days then I told Tannu about this and she was sad to know that. After some weeks she had a break up with her boyfriend, I was shocked to hear this and I didnt ask her anything because i didn't want to hurt her. 

So I told Tannu that I am going to propose to Arushi. She said that this was not the right time to propose to her as she had just met with her break up.

Then after some days I proposed to Arushi and she said she doesn't believe in love anymore. She said that  "you will always be my good friend." I said,

"Its ok I didnt expect the poistive reply from you, I was happy that atleast i can tell my feelings to you"... So we ended as good friends. In the end I said to her that no one can take that place in my heart except her. For me she was my life. I didnt except anything from her, I just wanted to see her happy in her life, I have her memories so that I can live without her. I will wait for her till my last breath.