Letter To A Part Of Me Who Is Gone

I know you’re leaving. I’m painfully aware of it. I’m writing this letter to tell you… I miss you terribly. You are a painful familiarity that burns my insides. There are others who have come and gone in my life. None have made me feel a wave of nostalgia and feel like emptiness. You are the sharp pain in my breaths from uninvited memories. You are the part of me that's missing. I wish I could see you one more time, come walking through the door but I know that is impossible, I will hear your voice no more. In all our time together you've come to mean so much to me, you are my best friend, my life if and all my dreams. You give me hope when I'm all out. You are my pick-me-up when I'm feeling down. You make me feel good about myself. That will never be anyone else. For the rest of the time to love me as you do. And for me to love it too. The way I love you, you mean the world to me. You are my soul. My spirit and my everything. So I wanted to say thank you. Thank you. Thank you for giving a shit. Thank you for caring. Thank you for being patient with me. There's so much racing through my mind right now and it's overwhelming. But more than anything I am, just I am really, really going to miss you. I want you but I can't. I won't pretend that seeing you don't hurt. Just know, I will always be rooting for your happiness, just as you had for me, before it all. You are my life. Physically you are not with me but a part of you will live forever inside of me.