How I Regain Myself

Since childhood, I have faced so many problems in my life. At some point in time, I lost my patience. I get angry at small things and feel depressed. My dad was very strict. I lost him a few years back just after a couple of months of my marriage. I never ever had a thing easy in my life. I have struggled a lot to achieve things that are so easy for others. Sometimes I thought that it was my fate and sometimes I felt that it was my luck for things. Luck is far away for me since my childhood. I excelled in my academics but that was never ever to my father's satisfaction. In my school days, I was the center of attraction in my class. I sing well, danced better, and was good in my academics but I was incomplete. The school was my home sweet home at that time. I have faced partiality in school and in my family. As days passed I was left with no choices other than my dad's wish. I finished my post-graduation as per my dad's decision. The college and course were also his choices. I felt irritated. I just wanted to cry, shout, scream and walk out of my life. Even I have worked for the sake of my family. I chose my life partner. But as I said earlier my fate and luck were so bad. My dad got sick after I got engaged to my lovable one. My marriage was like a thriller movie. My father was very sick and was counting his days on one side and on the other side I was going to get married as per my wish. My first wish was that bad to achieve. Finally, after a lot of struggle, I got married. My father's health was getting declined gradually day by day. In all my bad situations my prayers and my self-confidence and not giving up on things very easily made me so stronger.

For sure I have no patience at all. In all my failures I will have the urge to achieve it. I will strive hard. My continuous efforts and hard work paid me back what I deserve. I can say so many incidents which made me put down in my life. I never believe in humans/people. My dad always used to tell me that even a hard rock-like problem would get melted by the name of God. I assure you that there is always a superpower beyond us. Trust that power. Divert your mind with your favorite hobbies. Listen to pleasant music. Sometimes it's better to cry alone to feel peaceful. Have a good and tight sleep. Some will medicate, some will travel, some will hang out with friends, some will have their private space, some will do their favorite things, some will listen to music, some will watch movies, and some prefer prayers. Call God at your bad times and thank God whenever possible. Hope better things are on their way. It's time to pat yourself and say you are a superhero. Some will end their lives for their problems. But that was not the right solution. All those who are facing their day-to-day problems and leading their lives with hope and self-confidence are real heroes/heroines in their life according to my opinion. Opinions may vary from person to person. Refreshing and regaining yourself is the most important thing. A perfect comeback matters the most. Those who are stuck in their problems, see yourself in the mirror and just say everything will be alright soon. Come back soon. The world is waiting for you. Believe in yourself. Always be yourself anyways the world will like you.