Heart Break

If anything in my mind is messed up,
I should face the fact that it is.
Life moves like a river.
If a storm comes along and fucks it up,
who am I to say I’m fucked up?

Is one girl movin too fast?
Is another cryin cause of me?
Is another feelin bad b'coz she thinks
it’s her fault I hurt the one that’s cryin?

When Shit gets real I can’t help but cry like I’m doin now.
I’m hard around my homies and hard around my brother.
But now that I’m alone i have no one to impress.
I’d rather let heaven take its course.

Feelin like a bitch I wanna get outta bed
and let that bullet take a trip through my head.
Why does my heart beat faster?
Why does the king now bow to his master?

Slumpin in my bed my eyes puff red.
And blood pounds, hurting my head.
The lights are dim, it’s gray outside
I guess I’m going to rather hell because of suicide.

I don’t wanna get, up I wanna lay here in cry,
knowing not after long my ex is goin to have another guy.
The river is dried out due to the sun and pain.
My blood is now on the floor, rather than in my veins.