EX-BEST FRIEND

       At first I was like I have a best friend and I’m the happiest person in the world. I messaged her daily, asked why she was on leave, used to share everything with her, and helped her to overcome her fears and worries. It all was fine but then I started realizing that how true friends are by seeing other best friends in my class. They help each other, Texts each other, Share with each other. Silly me, I didn’t understand it then but now I do.

          My childhood best friend, at least I thought she was, I always stood up for her even though she didn’t ask me to but I always did it for her. When I needed her helps and asked her, she never stood up or helped me. I messaged her daily, asking why she was on leave, used to shares everything with her, helped her to overcome her fears and worries. It all was fine but then one by one started knowing that it all was just a fake. Not because of sympathy just because her dad and my dad were business partners. 

         It wouldn’t be hard if she had told me then. But it all was hard for me when I started knowing that she used to help others but not me, never stood up for me but used to stood up for herself, she was always continuously message others but not to me. The only thing she messages me is for getting notes if no one else gave her. I asked her why she was absent in the class but never asked me and what I thought was she had already heard from others but in reality she didn’t. I used to share everything with her but I later realized that she had told me nothing even though I asked her but tells everything to others if they asked her. I helped her to overcome her fear and worries but never helped me in that kinda situation but when another friend comes to her and asks for help she helps them. These all things made my heart broke into pieces.

          Then I thought of a quote like “A person who doesn’t have any friends is a loser just like me”. We won’t understand how true friends are or what they are.

          But now I have overcome that heartbreak even faster. Covid 19 is a blessing in disguise for me. Due to that now I don’t need to go to school as online class is held. Even though it is hard to adapt my new lifestyle with this computer. For me, it is a fresh start to be friends with everyone in my class including my ex-best friend. Now, I realize that after all I’m not a complete failure because it’s just a chapter in my life that I have just completed. All this time my family was right next to me. To support and encourage me even though I didn’t realized it then, but now I do. Thank you my dear ex-best friend to make realize that family comes first and that's why you are not an enemy to me. You are just a friend of mine. 

     “Family come first in everyone's life”.