Escaping Responsibilities

"Hey get up it's already 9 am what would you do if this corona hasn't got up to our head I don't know what to do with I am irritated by you and situation out there," says mom and due to the torcher of my mom's shout I got woke up and did brush my teeth and was looking to pass my time and the first thing that I remember in the morning is the msg that I've done to my crush and has been waiting for an hour for her to reply by again seeing the empty inbox of my Instagram I dared to get some sleep and this is the first thing that I remember in the morning and run to phone even before brushing my teeth and wait for her reply but the reply arises after my brushing.

Now I don't reply to her because of the anger that I reply to her after her every reply and do message her every time first but you know due to boys psychology and genes we don't get angry for a long time and so she replied to my message I keep on giving my reply and as my daily routine I replied her today too the topic was how's the movie true lies and I recommended it to her so she keeps on seeing movies with my link and give a review of it and this is it all I said "then watch Bigfish movie I know you love fantasies right" and this is my today's reply I know that she keeps on ignoring me but still I can't leave her apart in some angry situations I did unfollow her and soon after I realized my mistake and requested her to follow again and this happened two times till now.

Now after this task my mom calls me into the kitchen and allots me some work which I keep on refusing to do but it's my mom she keeps on shout at me and uses her tactics to do work and I do it I will do everything and soon as I was about to complete I refuse to do more so brother comes into the scene and becomes the hero by doing this small thing and takes the credit of completing it and as he's having online classes of IIT my mom refuses to give him the work and all the works have a single title and that's my name and my parents keep on comparing me with my brother all the time and this hurts me the most.

After this now our breakfast is ready and while doing breakfast here comes the legendary dad and he says to read books and leave your phone aside soon after completing your breakfast and I agree to his words at the time but do what he said not to. I keep on using my phone for videos and chatting with friends and here comes our serial addicted PUBG and my dad keep on refusing me about using my phone and I play PUBG with friends and soon after realizing my dad's words I take one of the never-ending books on my shelf and try to read.

Now here comes the lunch and as I am hungry I start my food now dad gets that I left the book and took my phone now my mom defends me as it is lunchtime so I see my Instagram updates and do my lunch and after having lunch our whole house goes to sleep and then I utilize this movement and use my phone to play PUBG and then it gets to the evening and evening as it is corona my mom serves fruits as snacks and milk with turmeric and badam powder which I hate actually but I drink it and after this, my dad keeps on shouting at me to read books but I take my lappy and watch movies as I have a subscription of amazon prime and Netflix and soon after watching a good movie now it's time to dinner.

I will have my dinner and soon after having my dinner I enter youtube and see some interesting videos and as per the rule I text my message to my crush though she ignores my text. I keep on waiting for her reply and here comes my night and my day ends in here.

THOUGH IT KEEPS ON REPEATING I HAVE ANGER AND SAD AND JOYFUL TO MY FAMILY AND MY ENVIRONMENT NEAR ME I KEEP ON ADJUSTING MY SELF AND THINKING ALWAYS ABOUT SOME OTHERS LIVE AND IGNORING THE VALUE OF MY OWN LIFE THOUGH I KNOW THAT I AM RUINING MY OWN LIFE BY THINKING ABOUT BENEFITS OF OTHERS LIFE IGNORING THEIR PROBLEMS SO FRIENDS THIS IS MY LIFE AND I KEEP ON AFRAIDING AND KEEP MYSELF IN A COMFORT ZONE AND ALWAYS THINK WHAT OTHERS THINK ABOUT ME 

SO THIS IS MY LIFE FRIENDS