Drained Out Day

 It was quite hot weather today and the vibes of her home were dry. Nilima was very tired from the morning itself as she slept very late in the night. The day started with drinking banana juice. She says banana is a happy fruit so she eats a single banana every day, especially in the morning. 

She was a little upset about her relationship with her friends and family members. She thought if this keeps happened further there will be a major problem. She talked to an online counsellor and told her, I am very frustrated, everything is going very chaotic, I am not able to make friends and she has been cheated before. Nilima kept thinking about how she can be assertive while communicating. Being assertive while dealing with someone makes any relationship stronger. It allows a person to talk clearly while judging and hurting the other emotions.

In the evening, when she took a class of writing course and interacted with a teacher she then felt relax. She feels good when she shares her thought with someone. She told the teacher- I write every day because I want my mind empty, I want no thought or memory should come. Writing is not her hobby but she takes it as a healing tool.

It was a quite hectic day for Nilima. She worked all day. She just wanted to sleep and eat.