Dating

Whole week I was thinking how I will appear before you. Would you like me the way I am? Or I will be rejected?

The day of our meeting came nearer... I still remember waiting for you at the side of the road, my heart was beating faster, thinking, how would you look like... I was trying to calm myself and suddenly I saw you, unable to recognize at first sight, but there was a faith that it's you... then you saw me, smiling and running towards me, I smiled back and you hugged me. We went for a walk, had little conversation, then you were silent and I was. Searching for a word to tell.

That was awkward, two introverts! I tried to ease and may be you too. You told me that how you cannot be in relationship for the sake of being in a relationship. That sentence was confusing for me... Anyway, then you took me for a dinner. The way you looked at me and smiled while talking, gosh! You are a real prince charming. You made me eat lots of food, as you are a foody. But the repetition of not being in a relationship might have hurt me, I became more numb and you felt my feelings, but was helpless. Then the time came of our separation. I said you to drop me. You kept your hand on my shoulder and I kept my hand at your back, I felt out of the world for sometime. Together we were walking, until I reached the gate, where you hugged me and said, "bye" waving the hand and I did the same.

I know you cannot come back to me. Your dreams are a priority. You said to me, "Everything is not rosy as you think." Although I said I have crush on someone else but it was you I want to be with. I was broken and gradually trying to move on. But I miss our late night conversation, where we discussed a whole lot of subjects. Be it philosophy or poetry. I miss your long texts and our arguments. Although I am a little part of your life, but you've given me lots of memory in a short while and that I cannot forget you.