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Today, I was alone again, I was scared more than ever. My heart beat was running so fast, that it was audible to me. But still I was trying to keep calm myself. Suddenly I heard a voice, that was much louder than before. Now it was difficult for me to organise myself. Sweat drops were strolling over my body. And then he grabbed me behind the curtains, I could hear the voice of my own breaths. I was scared so badly, I could not make any noise. I was silent and shivering in his strong grip, as he was much muscular and I was skinny and adolescent.
This has not happened the first time, I had faced this a week ago, as my parents were out of town and they told him to take care of me. And this was his way to pamper me. And he started this just by stripping off my t-shirt and then lower also. Last week he used his fingers but now he is also going to take off his clothes. It was more painful than before. I was crying out loud. I was scratching his body. I was stunned under his body. It pissed me off. But nothing can make him stop, as he was on his edge.
I was so helpless under his giant body and after a few minutes, I was unaware of whatever was happened with me. When I woke up I had seen myself soaked up with blood and a lot of pain, I couldn't stand properly. My legs were not helping me to stand, then I refused to stand I was ok to lay down. And I saw him, he was at another level of pleasure and he seemed very calm this time. After a few minutes, he got up and left me in unbearable pain and blood. He was going out of the house as I could hear the voice of doors.
Still I was crying, I could not believe that my own uncle can do that to me. I was laying on the floor, suddenly I heard a voice of two persons, one was male and the other was female. They were calling me by saying, baby. They were my parents. There was a little smile on my face by hearing that voice, but I was so helpless that I couldn't reply to them. My mother came to my room, and she was in strong shock by seeing me naked and in so much pain with blood. She was speechless, she was crying, she was quiet, and then my father came too. They both were shocked. Everything was messed up. They were just quiet and both were crying.
After a few minutes, they washed me and covered me with clothes and brought me to another room. They asked me about the whole incident. One by one I told them everything about today and last week. Now they were in anger and they don't want to let him go so easily. He had been harmed their beloved daughter as he was not my real uncle. He was papa's cousin and was staying with us due to his job. My parents are working, so very often they used to went out of the city. Today they were going for 2 days but fortunately, their meeting had been postponed and they had to come back. Maybe god had been helped me to get rid of this monster. My parents had trusted me and they made a call to the police.
Very soon the police will catch him and send him to jail. Everything will be sorted out. But what about me? Now I am unable to behave normally, that incident affected me so badly that I cannot handle any single stare at me. I am unable to hang out with my friends. I cannot attend any social activity, because I am so afraid of him. Even after so many years, still, I can recall that bad touches, that pain, that cry, and his moanings. How can I forget that incident?
Today is 30 December, the date when I was raped by my uncle, it's been 15 years past thing, but I remember everything as it was. I couldn't get over till today, but I do not want to bring this with me in the new beginning of the new year. So I want to let go of all the pain and bad touches at the end of this December. Dear painful memory I hope you will never return to me. Please go with the past year and make me free.