Adios

That day - I sat alone starring at nothing,my pen was waiting for me to scribble,my diary was eager to know what I would write about him again.! There was a hand placed on my shoulder as I startled and looked back it was him- are you writing about me Miss. poetess - he chuckled.

Ofcourse, yes who else would be my topic to write? don't you know when its you there's  no full stop- I smiled.

Hold on Miss. poetess..! But why did you fall in love with me soo much?

Who said I am in love with love with you?

I am not in love with your love..!

I am just in love with the madness..

The madness which is endless,

The madness I have for you..

The madness which I don't want to be get treated.

He smiled, caressed my hair and got up to leave....

Wait, let me hold on to you.

Let me hold your hand fill those gaps between your fingers,

Can we walk for far miles?

I don't want to let you walk away so soon.

I want to spend my time with you.

I want our memories to be fresh.

Hold on, just a last time.

I cried...

Ill hold on to you no matter what about my bleeding scars.

Ill hold you tight forever,

In tears filled with joy,

Ill hold you tight forever,

In better or worst.

I was the one who thought,

You are enough for me, I don't need anyone else.

But I was the one who let you go so easily,

that you didnot return back.

That day I cried like the world had come to an end - it was actually our universe that had collapsed.

Seriously?

I hold on to your picture I gaze at it like I would get inside it and hug you tight.

Why? Have you forgot about our love? Don't you remember me anymore? Have you moved on so easily? Don't you see I am still holding on to your memories? Can't I get a last chance?

I bursted out in tears - he was still, still smiling at me...

Our's is forever no matter what, whether with you or without you.

My heart belong to you, its just shallow without you.

Why did it happen like you took my chance,

I still hope instead of you why wouldn't I die.

Ill wait for you till we meet again, that meet will be the last where we'll reunite forever.

That day ill close my eyes permanently, and when I open I am sure you'll be standing in front me streching your arms - in heaven.

The security at the park patted on his back and asked him to leave as it was getting late. I knew he might have left with a heavy heart, even I got up I wished him adios for that day and my soul waited for him again the next day eagerly waiting to see what he would fill in his book about me again...!